We fought long and hard.
Not knowing what was real and what was just your influence.
Not knowing if I was crazy or just driving myself insane.
Not knowing if I would even be able to look at myself in the mirror the next day.
Not knowing how I really felt about people.
Not knowing if I was being unreasonable or overreacting
That’s what scared me the most..
The not knowing.
I thought I won, but now you’re back.
And I just don’t know again.